February 2012
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I’ve come to a few conclusions.
.I will shamelessly die a virgin. Obviously, this is the lot life has appointed me. Sacrifice me on a pyre, I’m the only virgin from here to Appalachia.
.Emotions aren’t for the faint of heart. I might be in the wrong category.
.I will never buy the thing that brings me happiness.
.I will never deserve the friends I’ve been given....
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it was on this day in history i realized, crying is for pussies.
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texts from my mom [edit].
me: blah blah blah boys blah blah blah period blah blah mom: have your periods been regular? me: yes ma’am mom: great! mom: about the boy, just remember, there is always Papa Bluth’s “Caged Wisdom” if you need further guidance.
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it was on this day in history i woke up realizing,...
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sacred roadkill.
when a boy tells you you deserve better when he tells you how bad he is for you how he’ll only hurt you and himself and wants you for selfish reasons and that one day you’ll wake up and realize what he knew from the second he saw you,
i don’t know,
maybe you should listen up.
but you were drunk. and you were wanting. and you were open and honest and willing and excited, oh my...
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MATT.
genuinely. where do you even find all these boys?
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tell her how you never meant to hurt no one.
i can’t stop with the poetry. it isn’t even good anymore! it’s just writing and writing and writing and so forth.
how’re all of you?
it’s been a while since a real check in. there’s exciting things happening, i’ll have you know. booth (our transmigration show) is shaping up to be a glory thing. a lovely, glorious thing. speaking of, i need to print the...
January 2012
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new ways to fall apart.
my life isn’t a great big secret we just never have anyone over but since you have never seen it
I. two sliding doors, they never quite close, ancient wood to block out the ghosts of our apartment not that they would haunt they’d only want to stay and chat now the great big square, i won’t live in a room so big again until i’m dead or married the ceilings are higher than...
“Please don’t say I work hard. Nobody is forced to do this job and if they don’t...”
– Karl Lagerfeld. so blunt, so right about everything (via evachen212)
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THE DRUNK BOOK PURCHASE
Make it STOP.
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MATT.
i am in public!
your posting is not work appropriate.
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you and i are living on the brink of an illusion.
my days are filled with enough deadlines and headlines and homophobes to make a better smarter nobler person quit
my life isn’t exciting
it’s erecting itself slabs of discard marble stacked on terracotta ruins so history will meet expense and wear its dissonance on the sleeve of tonal architecture
i could speak for days
for the days that are overcast for the nights that are...
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petrichor, after rain.
really beautiful things fall together the way i fall into your lap at a wild raunchy party wistful of the morning to come when i won’t be near you and you will be near here and the really beautiful thing is the sunrise rising despite the moon because of the stars for the sake of the planets the cosmos have to much to teach me
come down and teach me
crash the earth to bits with all the...
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la-la-la-whatever.
it’s snowing and you’re crying
muted by tufts of ice and water on the ground the cars feel somehow farther the air is definitely weight by the cold bloated with the grey and dark and winter
it’s snowing you’re crying I wish I could hold you I wish I knew how to put all the injustice from you inside of me away from you so your beautiful eyes won’t be...
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i'm slowly turning into you.
the snowdust over concrete parking lots like powdered sugar off a pancake after the first big bite it’s so cold outside I’m walking home alone a bit drunk a bit piqued a bit lonely
all of which goes without saying
I wish I could love you you’d be such a great fit such a nice pair of arms to rest my head my whole being my heart in
I’ve made it into the...
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we can never go back to before.
“everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.”
do you ever get the feeling of impending doom? like the second you admit, out loud, you’re feeling exactly like a quote you read in sixth grade right after you finished staring at the back of a boy’s head wondering if that was the most attractive part of him
or was it the crook of his elbow? that he liked to bend and say, look...
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you are my sweetest down fall.
this life i’ve been given, my life, this life, is so gorgeous.
trannysaurus grew wings yesterday and we’re praying and hoping and making it take flight tomorrow. i’ve such a gorgeous group of people to work with, such brilliant minds. we were on a roll last night and it was captivating.
had my first poetry critique in that poetry workshop class i’m taking. it was...
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we never could do anything half.
auditions are today?!
luckily, i’m prepared.
headshot, check. resume, check. outfit suggesting the era, check. my bad self, check.
quick, everyone text me these words: ‘break a leg mia you are so pretty!’’
awh, thanks guys! (:
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i know it's right.
dude.
did another open mic night. last night. at baba budan’s, which is the epicenter of bro-standup routines and preplanned awkward hipster band-groups. it’s also the location of many hyphenated persons (singer-songwriter, comedian-bartender, bearded creature-gameboy musician ((ps-that last one isn’t a joke)). the venue was all wrong for what i was about to do, but in the...
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“let’s do this live.”
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such selfish prayers, i can't get enough.
maybe i’m maladjusted. maybe i was born sideways. i can’t imagine a world in which i am the most evil trollop in a room of trouts flopping about begging for a drop of water a speck of air
maybe i am incredibly evil and the rest of you are incredibly right and i only exist in what’s dark and granite and filthy i can never rise above the gloom to see the stars
you’ve been...
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“I just lived in Brooklyn, where everything was ordinary, and yet enticing and...”
– maurice sendak.
“Farmer Hoggett knew that little ideas that tickled and nagged and refused to go...”
– Babe - 1995 (via falloutof)
December 2011
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such a lovely break.
i have accomplished a great number of things. well, no i didn’t. i mostly laid in bed and watched an ungodly amount of movies and arrested development. that being said, i had one of the best breaks of my life. thus far, obviously. and now, for a list of all the books i’m returning with (as dictated to me by ethan vera, who should be in bed, but can’t sleep, so is hanging out with...
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Watchnickthejam:
An animated short-film tells the story of a lonely inventor, whose colorless existence is brightened only by dreams of the carefree bliss of his youth.
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OHMYGODRYANPOLLY.
you don’t have an ask box or anything but in reply to your reply on young adult, because i really want to reply to it, i was disappointed too! i love thank you for smoking and up in the air. especially thank you for smoking. classic. young adult looked so promising. it was a sad evening for everyone involved.
also, i hope your life is awesome and we can talk movies anytime. your opinion is...
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saw young adult.
wish i hadn’t.
problems: it was like watching my divorced aunt on the big screen. it had nothing to offer the audience, good or bad. diablo cody thought she was extremely clever, all the time.
at least, upon rewatching juno the other night, i realized cody definitely deserved her moment in the sun with that script. the actors and director made that the success it was.
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i wish i had a million dollars.
and a drug habit, to take away the pain,
using the million dollars.
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y'all.
the more and more and more i consider the fact that i’m going to school for acting and the more and more and more and more i study actors i realize:
i’m going to school for acting.
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arrested development.
arrested development is a medical term for the stoppage of growth. this can be onset by trauma, disorder, injury, or a myriad of other causes.
I LOVE KAILA SCHEDEEN.
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“Whatever fate may thrust at me. I’ll never be the same. I’ve had less fear of...”
– dance me to my song, for heather rose, by frederick stahl.
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here's a few things i've recently reconciled in my...
one. somewhere, sometime, in this grand old world, very separate women at very separate times, met robert downey jr, ewan mcgregor, james mcavoy, and jimmy fallon. these women proceeded to systematically have these men fall in love with them. then they got married. married, i tell you. as in, so far off even the imaginary market you can’t even joke about being with them because they’re...
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sisterly advice
theonewhoswalking:
just got advice about tumblr from my sister. thanksss
RUDE.
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texting my father.
me: EATZI'S.
Dad: What is that?
me: Eatzi's? The food place? In Dallas?
Dad: Where is that?
me: Dad. You know what I'm talking about.
Dad: Who is this?
me: Mia! Your daughter!
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[later, in person.]
Dad: My texts were so funny! Weren't they funny? Haha, gotcha!
me: ...
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when i say i know nothing about fashion, i’m lying.
i know plenty about fashion. i know that black and brown make a frown, unless you’ve pair them successfully in a pant/top, shoe/purse, or jacket/pant combo. i know short hair isn’t in right now. i know being petite and wearing pastels makes you look young. i know the empire waistline should never be worn by women with bigger...