boards, in less than a week. we perform monday. i’m in the second nine of monologues, and second to last for scenes. have i mentioned this before? oh well. we ran it in front of people yesterday and i had a minor regression. okay, major regression. but i’m getting it back. i know exactly what to do, and now just have to do it. taking control of my life. for sure. working everything out of my monologue today. between juliet and lindsay, i’m determined to be fearless. to make good work. to show what i’m capable of. to show growth. above all, growth.
it’s literally all that occupies my mind. boardsboardsboards. i’ve gone to bed before midnight since coming back to cincy on sunday. i work, and sleep. nothing in between. such joy.
last night, shaun helped me realize a few things inhibiting my work. they were things i ‘knew’ but wasn’t conscious of or would say aloud. taking that from yesterday, i’m moving through the rest of the week with positivity and hope. and sobriety. a lot of that.
